Hello everyone who has been following my blog.
I just want to say THANK YOU for listening to me and for making Hayden a part of your lives.
I am beyond blessed that this little blog reached so many and has had almost 35k page views.
I am going to be a contributing writer for Unspoken Grief and so I will be taking a break (I think) from writing here. After 5 months, continuing to dwell on the negative is getting hard on my healing progress. I could sit down every night and go to that dark place of my grief to pull out new material for a post but I am trying NOT to go to that place so often anymore.
I made another blog which can be found here. Anxiety Cupcake is my way of continuing to write (which has become a huge therapy for me) but the purpose is more for documenting my healing activities and getting back in to the "Sam" I once was.
We are burring Hayden on the 18th of October. At this time still trying to come up with the funds for his burial. Death is expensive. If any of you have been touched by our story and would like to donate towards the cost of his resting place I would be forever grateful. A friend of mine made a Go Fund Me account. Here is the link: http://www.gofundme.com/d2s8bo
This never gets easy but it does get easier. That would be one of my main pieces of advice for anyone new to this life after baby loss thing. When I started this blog I was in a scary place. I see the light now. I am waking up with a purpose to make positive changes and bring back my old habits. If you are interested, continue to follow me on my new blog. I plan to fill it with recipes, DIY projects, etc.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you,